March 18, 2010

emotional triggers

So we know we are all addicts, but now how do we get over it?? Oh ya addicts are never cured they never loose that urge. So what do we do now? Well I am tryiong to identify my triggers and deal with them differenty than stufing my face with sugar. I seem to have gained some pounds while ebing here in oregon. I have been exercising everyday , but my mom has tons fo food around. I am not as inclined to stuff my face , but still want to nibble. It is not bad food that is around , but just lots of it!
Since being here I have had 2,4 year olds tell me I am fat. Not in a mean wayat all just matter of fact. It is true even after loosing 20lbs. And feeling so good I know I am still the fat mom. I always told myself I don't want to be the rfat mom.
I don't want to be called fat from honest kids. Thank god I can blog this from my phone because I really want to eat a candy bar! BUT I won't!

2 comments:

Brandy said...

Kids do have a way of being brutal with out meaning it. Still sucks though. Keep fighting those candy bars and just know that if you keep on pushing it you will no longer hold that title!

Ellura said...

I'm jealous - I love Oregon too. I'm actually from the Seattle area but now reside in Colorado. If it makes you feel better, we are snowing right now. Yeah, I have a granddaughter that used to tell me all the time that I was fat. not fun! But pretty soon we will prove them all wrong!!!! Way to go saying no to that candy bar!